Bye Bye July

In much of the Western world August is the month of vacations and holidays. In Europe folks head to Mediterranean coasts and leave signs in windows telling all that they’re gone for the month. People there fairly expect it. But here in the states there is no one favorite summer month for vacation. In fact, it seems that much of the country favors a spring getaway to a trip in muggy mid-summer. (I can remember classmates returning from mid-winter and spring breaks with those telltale ski goggle suntan lines while I secretly felt sorry for myself that I had never had the privilege.) I myself come from a family that never once took an honest-to-good vacation. Since my father was a musician, the family accompanied him to some lovely places where he performed, but it was not quite the same. Ditto with my ex husband.

Our family did, however, spend the summers in our tiny country cottage here in Greenfield Center, New York, as my mother and father were busy hosting their long-running Festival of Baroque Music. While my youth’s memories are colored by the sounds of early music and the scents of freshly mowed fields, I cannot say that as a child I necessarily looked forward to that particular time each year, nor did I realize at the time how rare and lovely the experience was. To me as a child it was just plain hot, muggy and buggy. And there was little to do.

Some years I headed for New Hampshire, where I spent two weeks in an overnight camp that both my mother and grandmother had attended. (While I enjoyed it once I got there, I remember feeling a low-grade dread growing in my stomach as the trip approached.) In our tiny house we had a black and white tv that got only three channels; we seldom watched it much during the day anyhow, as my mother’s constant refrain was “it’s too nice a day to be in the house – go outside!” In retrospect I can realize how lovely and innocent my summers were, but as I was experiencing them I just remember thinking mainly this: July is hot, long and boring. As a kid I never really did like July.

But here I am today on the final evening of the month, and my feeling about this time of year has changed. It’s fascinating to me that I feel so differently about July as a fifty year old woman. Today I relished the gorgeous day, the blue sky and puffy white clouds. The breeze was exquisite, my progress on the house encouraging, and my plans for the future invigorating. As I sat in my chair admiring my freshly painted house – plus my windswept view – I just kept thinking about how lucky I was. I loved this spot, I loved my home, and was beginning to finally love my life.

This year July had been a great month. And, it occurred to me, although it really had been just visiting my old neighborhood, I did even manage to take a trip to Chicago. And I suppose that constitutes a vacation. After all, it was refreshing and very enjoyable. So yeah, I guess it counts. That makes my July a success for the books: a proper vacation, some kid-free time to do some fixes on the house, and a few moments alone in the fresh air with a good book. The garden’s going well, the house is tidy and no one needs me right now. Yes, this has been a very good month for me.

August is just icing on the cake. I feel like the next two weeks before Elihu comes home are the most supreme gift. Will use every minute, will savor every summer breeze. Soon enough I’ll need to prepare for the upcoming school year; gotta get ready for my fall classes and start thinking about lesson plans… So August won’t be all mine. But still, I got it good. Financially summers are always very tight because I don’t have any private students – that means no income. But the time itself – that is just so precious. I wait all year for the time to open up so that I can finally get to that list of projects. This year I got a lot of em done. And that feels very good.

July also marks my one year anniversary as a divorced woman. Another milestone, another step towards this new life we’re making for ourselves here in upstate New York. Sometimes I wonder how I ever got here, and what on earth I’m doing sharing my property with forty chickens and a goose, but sometimes it feels like the best fit ever. Especially on a fine summer day. Thanks, July, I’ve enjoyed you immensely. See you again next year…

5 thoughts on “Bye Bye July

  1. Good post. My family was similar in that I don’t recall us ever taking a vacation…but when I was a kid, we spent a several summers in Woods Hole on Cape Cod where my dad, who was a biologist, did some work…and we spent his sabbatical year in Italy when I was 9. So I definitely had some great experiences away from home, but an actual vacation? Nope. Maybe as a consequence I’ve never been into vacations and vacation trips. I just don’t take them and never have. I like a little vacation like time every day…I like to work every day…and I like to play every day. Awhile back I used to take the weekend between Christmas and New Year’s off and just hang at home not working, but I stopped even doing that. My wife is different and likes to take time off, get out of our valley, break up the routine…Luckily her tango teaching career and interest takes her on trips where she can do this.

    As I get older I find I like Spring and Fall more, and Summers less. Especially direct strong sunlight. This year instead of sitting on the sunny wall in front of the newer library here in Ashland to watch the 4th of July parade…I decided to sit on the much more shaded stairwell that leads to the adjoining much older Carnegie era library right next to it. After about an hour of enjoying the parade and realizing that instead of the usual tired fried egg sandwich feeling, I was feeling fantastic…I looked around and realized that I was the youngest person on the stairwell! Everyone else was over 60. I’m 56. I started thinking…I see what you guys have got going here and I like it! Shade rules. I went home and wrote a song “Fuck The Sun”. Only half jokingly. I was born in July and I’ve had some great Julys to be sure. I just want to spend my remaining ones out of the sun. ;~) GB

    1. Yeah, I can understand the appeal of the shady side of the street… and acquiescing to more comfortable surrounding does seem to come with age. I welcome comfort, shade, breezes… I suppose the phenomenon of elders wearing too-heavy coats for the season falls somewhere into that category too. Hope I don’t end up wearing a thick sweater in July one day…. but I suppose I probably won’t care if and/or by the time that happens…

      1. That’s the thing about getting old…you get weirder but you don’t care. ;~) We’re having a super smoky Summer due to some nearby forest fires. I started wearing a wet bandana over my nose and mouth because I’m sensitive to particles of all kinds: pollen, dust, cat dander, mold, smoke, you name it. I look weird but I could care less. I need to be able to breathe. GB

  2. Wonderful post, Liz – I was feeling nostalgic about July coming to an end and this fit my mood perfectly. It put me in mind of “April Come She Will” by Simon and Garfunkel:

    “July, she will fly,
    And give no warning to her flight.”

    1. oh dear, now I’ve become a bit sad about it’s passing. ! The true heat of summer does seem to be behind us now in NY – in fact the evenings are getting chilly… summer is gone all too fast. !

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